Friday, July 28, 2006
i ROD todae. darrrrn sad. cried many times.
once, when i was talkin to michelle n telling her tt im gonna miss dance ALOT n i juz cried.
next, i cried while hugging danao.
then, i cried while walking home bcuz i was so touched to see my dad waiting for mi at the bus stop though i did nt tell him to n oso cuz i was telling him tt i ROD-ed todae. [DADDY, I ABSOLUTELY, DEFINATELY, GENUINELY LOVE YOU!!!!]
after tt, i cried again when i took out my costume to let my maid wash it.
i will definately miss dance alot. i will miss dancing, i will miss crapping wit my juniors n ll they all, i will miss doing splits n straddles wit lao shi praising mi aloud. i will miss dancing on my feet for 3 hrs straight. i will miss being sweaty n drained after dance ( a sense of satisfaction cuz this means tt i exercised) i will miss wearing the nice, cooling leotards. i will miss liao lao shi n her exaggerating actions. i will miss ballet even though it's quite boring bt i feel graceful in it. omg. i will miss dance terribly. i cant believe im crying again. urgh. i was always looking foward to ROD b4 this bt no man, nw tt i ROD-ed, i cant help but feel darn sad larh... my relationship wit the dancers hav improved by leaps n bounds since the last few months cuz of nightmare. whyyyy.. today might be the last time i am gonna perform. i doubt ther is even a dance cca in aus when i go to their college. goodness......................
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WE GOT GOLD FOR OUR NIGHTMARE COMPETITION. 83.7 OUT OF 100 MARKS.. WE ARE THIS CLOSE ---> - TO GETTING A GOLD WITH HONOURS. 1.7 MORE MARKS. n one of the comments was; this group of dancers shows great potential in working together. continue to work hard (or smth lidat). i cant help but feel sad cuz tt would b last time we would b working tgt
:'(
with love
9:46 PM